he makes me nauseous

I thought about writing something happy and cheerful, but who wants to hear about that? So for future reference if you ever decide to check in on my "blog" then be prepared for some bitching and moaning. Also be prepared to see me bitch and moan about you. I only am changing the names of my employers to avoid getting fired like that nanny. As for the rest of you, you're fair game.

I am sure people are also sick of hearing about my crappy job (but you were warned in the preceding paragraph - remember bitching and moaning) and have started to ask the question; why don't you just quit? Well I'm thinking about it. But where would that leave me? Now I am poor, unhappy, directionless, and lots of other things. But at least I have a job, I would hate to add unemployed and poorer to that list of other things. Although perhaps I should stop ordering take out and start saving money so I can be unemployed for a long stretch without having to worry about it. Let's all cross our fingers that google stock continues to do well (knock on wood).

On to more important things. Don't you hate it when you are having a perfectly good day, minding your own business and some idiot decides to fuck it all up? Most of the time they don't know they are doing it, which makes it worse because then you can't even go yell at them. Since I am not big on "feelings" to begin with when other people make me "feel" bad it really pisses me off. Most of the time the people that do it are too self-involved to even realize that their actions impact the way other people feel. I suppose I have been on the other end plenty of times but I am usually very aware when I hurt other people's feelings. The fact that I choose to continue doing so is another deal all together but at least I make mental note.

This guy is just too concerned with being right and being aloof to notice how much of a complete jerk he can be sometimes. Get a fucking clue asshole. What do I need to write it on a sign? "YOU ARE HURTING MY FEELINGS! - YOU ARE MAKING ME FEEL BAD!" But if I did that then he would probably just turn around and blame it on me and make me feel worse for making myself feel bad. Did that make sense?

I have already said too much and I will spare you the rest of the details because it is just a very long story of me being stupid and making mistake after mistake and then having it rubbed in my face in the most unfortunate way. Well I wont let him ruin my day!! In fact from here on out I wont let him ruin any more of my days! But yeah he makes me nauseous and that is all I will say.